There are those days when the rheumatoid arthritis is so exhausting that I kneel and cry out loud from the exhausting pain that rips through our body.
It hurts to get out of bed, and to move at all.
I wonder what I could have done so exhausting in our life, that I have been given this terrible condition. I used to wonder why our father would sometimes get irritated with us kids. I knew that she had arthritis, despite the fact that I couldn’t see the changes happening in her body. I couldn’t figure out why everyone said it was the chronic pain. I inherited our rheumatoid arthritis from him. I guess love I am walking on broken rocks most days, and they are sharp rocks. They aren’t the small rocks that you find under your feet in the ocean. I was telling our rheumatologist about this never ending pain, and how much it hurt just to walk. She asked me if I had tried CBD topical ointment or skin patches. She said I could try the CBD over the counter at most drug stores, or in the medicinal cannabis store. I decided to stop in town at the medical cannabis store, on our way back home from work. I worried that I would run into someone I knew I would need to come up with a good reason for being in the cannabis store. Luckily, the only woman I saw was one of the people I worked with in the hospital. She showed me which cream would toil the best for me, and she even told me how to best use it. I was cheerful she was at the cannabis store at the same time I was there.