Yet, I am getting healthy for the first time in my entire life & I’m really loving it.
I don’t honestly know for sure if the medical marijauna helped the shame part of my disorder or what. However, since I have been using medical marijuana to help treat my eating disorder, I am able to face the fact of my terrible condition. There is a self honesty about my situation that I have never had in the past. The talk therapy paired with using medical marijuana products has helped me adjust my thinking. There is just no more lying to myself in the slightest. And I don’t allow media or images to influence my own body image quite as much. I’m not perfect, but I’m certainly getting better. I assume so much of my eating disorder is centered around my total inability to accept myself. Seeing myself as merely a body genre or size became my identity pretty much. Thanks to medical cannabis, I am now embracing an appetite that for so long I only was able to see as the enemy. But, instead of binging & purging, I’m actually learning how to be hungry & then feed my body healthy foods. And medical marijuana also helps me to do that & then let my body be whatever shape it truly is. Yet, I am getting healthy for the first time in my entire life & I’m really loving it. I wish more people would get the medical marijuana facts. There is cannabis information out there & it can help so many people with all sorts of eating disorders. I’m so grateful that I found medical cannabis products. And what’s so ironic is that I totally appreciate eating the cannabis gummies that help me to such a degree!