I can’t think that I was undoubtedly anxious about going into a dispensary the first time, but i was a “noob” a newbie, a little virgin to the whole world of smoking.
I had a pretty sheltered upbringing, our parents were both overprotective & undoubtedly religious, which meant I was raised seeing a undoubtedly limited view of the world! The problem with these kind of parents is they think that keeping you ignorant is the same thing as protecting you.
This was successful (at least in their estimation) until I went away for school, & then our horizons expanded. I had been raised to think that marijuana was a drug, & all drugs that weren’t prescribed by a doctor were bad, and but then marijuana legalization passed, & I realized that pot wasn’t excruciating at all, it had medicinal, healing properties to it, then even with all of that, I was still quite anxious went I went into that first marijuana dispensary, as if I was splitting some kind of rule & would get in trouble. The budtenders must have sensed by awkwardness, & a undoubtedly nice marijuana expert walked me around the store & provided me a tour. It all seemed so normal, & I gradually understood that it WAS normal, marijuana was legal, safe, & medicinal! After that I wasn’t nervous, & became a proper customer of the marijuana dispensary, going to see it at least once a week even if I didn’t need to buy anything. If anyone out there is anxious about going into a marijuana dispensary, I encourage you to transfer past it & check 1 out, you’ll like it!